Sunday, August 17, 2008

IT'S NOT RIGHT OR WRONG IT'S JUST DIFFERENT

I have finally received some comments on my blog, unfortunately my blog was read by females who were offended by it and indicated so in there comments. Am I a dirty old man? If so by who's standards? And are all of us to live our lives according to someone else "standards"or judgements as to how things or people should behave? Judgements are like assholes, everybody has one. The fact that someone took time not only to read my blog and adventures but to also make a comment is a statement in of itself. People buy books, go to the movies and even watch TV for the same reason, for entertainment, escape and fantasy. I invite all people to read my adventures and if they want to pass judgement, go for it, I encourage it, but I will never, ever justify my actions. I there is no one on this earth that I have to justify to, especially when there is nothing TO JUSTIFY. You see right or wrong is in the eyes of the beholder and when people make written judgement statements about someone or their actions in actuality it is a reflection of themselves, think about it. Myopic Philistines, look it up. I will leave this subject with one last comment. IS IT REAL OR JUST FANTASY?
Onward to my next few episodes. It has now been another two months since my last posting and they have been adventurous, exciting and stimulating all the senses the human body has. At one time I mentioned going to a Nudist Resort, so lets start here. Out of the clear blue one day as I was taking a bike ride thought the mountains I passed the Shanga La Nudest resort in North Phoenix. I stopped and decided to go in for a tour. I liked it and last summer began spending some weekends here. Have attended a few of their parties, gone to Karaoke Night and bought in the new year here dancing in the middle of the dance floor with all my nudist new friends. Sometimes I go on a Saturday morning here by the pool, get a message, some sun and totally de-brief for the week. About two months ago as I was driving to the gate leaving the resort two beautiful women were walking toward the Office. I immediately stopped, parked my car and walked into the Office listened to there conversation and walked out as they walked out. One of the ladies thanked me as I opened the door for her. Doing so she rubbed my arm and so it begins. I got into my car and drove by them as they were walking back to their RV. I mentioned to them they defiantly needed some sun. They both laughed as they should right in front of me about 4 feet from my car window. Fucking gorgeous. One girl walked away to talk to her friend who was now waking toward us and the other ladies, Teri, bend over and whispered, "are you coming back, don't leave me here cause I am the third wheel and I don't want to be here alone". As it turned out she gave me her name telephone number and e-mail address and we have seen each other a few times. She is an accountant, has her own business lives in Cave Creek and trains and stables horses. She is knock out gorgeous, was at the Resort as a dare for the first time ever, is divorced and very successful. We have since met at a Restaurant in Cave Creek twice but have not been intimate. Let me ask you this. Where to you go or what is the next step after your first meeting you have seen her butt naked and totally exposed. It is an interesting and stimulating concept. Needles to say I have not talked or seen her in about three weeks but still tex her and leave messages. This women is truly a cut above the other women I have been with. I highly recommend experimenting and exploring the total feeling of freedom and expression by going, at least one time, to a nudist Resort. It is nothing what you expect and with no sexual overtones as you have probably had heard. I go often and enjoy it. Another off my List.

Next, I'm still seeing Jenn. We have had our disagreements and will not see each other for 1-2 weeks, but usually re-connect to have enjoy our company. Haven't seen Wendy for about 2 months, she was out of town, was sick in the Hospital and has had to move two times in the last 4 months. Good news is that we re-connected last night and she wants to come over and spend a week end at my house. Dee the lady with her own Harley who works 50-60 hours a week for the Railroad finally admitted to me she just went though a bitter break up with her fiancee and is not ready for any thing more than just "friends". I will still try and hit this only because it is there. Met a new lady, Evelyn. She is 47 years old 2 years over my age requirement but is interesting conversation and would pass in a dry spell. Currently banging a 28 yr. old model Anessa. She is a banker, investment consultant and loan officer by trade and does modeling on week ends. She, of course, is drop dead gorgeous with a body not like your standard model. She has curves and an ass to die for. I think she is looking for a sugar Daddy, You Think!!! and I can't afford her. I banged her several times, gone out to some very exclusive clubs in Scottsdale and can cross this off my list. Will try to maintain her with out going broke and hit it for as long as I can. She has a picture portfolio on my space, under Anessa Perry if you want to see pictures. And now we come to Carolyn, I have met my match. She is a 37 yr. old surfer girl from the Bay area. Blond, blue eyed with a athletic body, has worked out all her adult life and knows about body building and nutrition. She is going though a divorce after a 20 yr. marriage and is doing the same thing I am doing, fucking everything in site, at least that's what she has let me to believe. She is smart, has operated her own business, tanning salons and is a strong and independent thinking person. She also knows how to fuck and is not shy bout trying new things most of which she has already done. She has made her first million, drives sports cars, had all the water toys available, is a total free spirit and is not judgemental, I plan to have my first threesome with her on my Birthday next month. I met her though a friend, we had two beers at a local restaurant, came to my house and fucked our brains out. Since she has stayed over several times. She very clever, knows all the head games and is playing the field same as i am. This was finally mentioned yesterday and and of course I had to leave myself exposed and told her the same thing. So now we are at a crossroads with our relationship. Although I knew what she was all about when I first met her I played dump and let her think she was gaming me just so I could get to it. Once I did it was hard not to feel something as she can make a man feel like a King. I don't want to hit it and quit it but this one may not be my choose. Needless to say my own juice is not sweet and I deserve whatever payback I get. Like they said in Sopranos "revenge is best served in cold cuts", ha ha!!!!! or is it the "what goes around comes around". One of the two.
Well, Gotta go, just got a call and the booty is awaiting!!!!