As unreal as you may think, I am still alive and going as strong as ever. So much has happen I could write several books just to catch up. Since 2008 I have sold my House, moved to a two bedroom apartment. Sold my Harley and SUV and bought a Kia Soul, Met and Fucked probably 35-45 women most under 50 years of age. From one erotic side to the other, from a 43 yr. old teacher from Central America to a 50 year old that Squirted so much I had to buy a water proof bed cover to a 42 year old who enjoyed back door sex more than front door sex and who mastered BJ's with me. I continued to contact women thru a free internet social web that gave me the opportunity to meet and Fuck so many women sometimes 3-4 a week and most of the women on this sites are Horney and looking for a good Fuck, it's a beautiful thing. Each one is a story in it's self!!!!!! My record was 2 in a day and 4 in a week. I am the point where we have an arrangement, they call me make a date, come to my apartment, I leave the door open, they come in, I am waiting in my bedroom, they take their clothes off, my rule is no one gets in my bed with clothes on, and we fuck until we can't go anymore!!!! The most erotic moments have been, three sums including me with a girl I know and her boyfriend, private sex parties, swingers parties and more. As I mentioned I can not talk enough of my adventures during this time other than to say I found my boundaries and many things I experienced were a one time thing only while others were now on the "Menu".
About 2010 after I sold my house and disposed of about 60 % of some "stuff", I started traveling and looking for a place where I could avoid the heat in Arizona but be able to live comfortably on my pension. I visited San Diego, Tijuana, Rock Point, San Francisco, Puerto Vallarta and Cabo San Lucas. I began my self education of what I call Prostitutionolgy!!! Having the dream of living on the beach on a Caribbean Island I visited Puerto Rico and as I researched visiting Cancun, I discovered Cozumel Mexico. After visiting Cozumel for the first time upon returning to the US I moved from a large 2 bedroom apartment to a 1 bedroom saving over $250 a month & developing a situation where I could maintain a residence in both Cozumel and in Arizona. And so began my Dream come true Living in the CARIBBEAN!!!!
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Sunday, August 17, 2008
IT'S NOT RIGHT OR WRONG IT'S JUST DIFFERENT
I have finally received some comments on my blog, unfortunately my blog was read by females who were offended by it and indicated so in there comments. Am I a dirty old man? If so by who's standards? And are all of us to live our lives according to someone else "standards"or judgements as to how things or people should behave? Judgements are like assholes, everybody has one. The fact that someone took time not only to read my blog and adventures but to also make a comment is a statement in of itself. People buy books, go to the movies and even watch TV for the same reason, for entertainment, escape and fantasy. I invite all people to read my adventures and if they want to pass judgement, go for it, I encourage it, but I will never, ever justify my actions. I there is no one on this earth that I have to justify to, especially when there is nothing TO JUSTIFY. You see right or wrong is in the eyes of the beholder and when people make written judgement statements about someone or their actions in actuality it is a reflection of themselves, think about it. Myopic Philistines, look it up. I will leave this subject with one last comment. IS IT REAL OR JUST FANTASY?
Onward to my next few episodes. It has now been another two months since my last posting and they have been adventurous, exciting and stimulating all the senses the human body has. At one time I mentioned going to a Nudist Resort, so lets start here. Out of the clear blue one day as I was taking a bike ride thought the mountains I passed the Shanga La Nudest resort in North Phoenix. I stopped and decided to go in for a tour. I liked it and last summer began spending some weekends here. Have attended a few of their parties, gone to Karaoke Night and bought in the new year here dancing in the middle of the dance floor with all my nudist new friends. Sometimes I go on a Saturday morning here by the pool, get a message, some sun and totally de-brief for the week. About two months ago as I was driving to the gate leaving the resort two beautiful women were walking toward the Office. I immediately stopped, parked my car and walked into the Office listened to there conversation and walked out as they walked out. One of the ladies thanked me as I opened the door for her. Doing so she rubbed my arm and so it begins. I got into my car and drove by them as they were walking back to their RV. I mentioned to them they defiantly needed some sun. They both laughed as they should right in front of me about 4 feet from my car window. Fucking gorgeous. One girl walked away to talk to her friend who was now waking toward us and the other ladies, Teri, bend over and whispered, "are you coming back, don't leave me here cause I am the third wheel and I don't want to be here alone". As it turned out she gave me her name telephone number and e-mail address and we have seen each other a few times. She is an accountant, has her own business lives in Cave Creek and trains and stables horses. She is knock out gorgeous, was at the Resort as a dare for the first time ever, is divorced and very successful. We have since met at a Restaurant in Cave Creek twice but have not been intimate. Let me ask you this. Where to you go or what is the next step after your first meeting you have seen her butt naked and totally exposed. It is an interesting and stimulating concept. Needles to say I have not talked or seen her in about three weeks but still text her and leave messages. This women is truly a cut above the other women I have been with. I highly recommend experimenting and exploring the total feeling of freedom and expression by going, at least one time, to a nudist Resort. It is nothing what you expect and with no sexual overtones as you have probably had heard. I go often and enjoy it. Another off my List.
Next, I'm still seeing Jenn. We have had our disagreements and will not see each other for 1-2 weeks, but usually re-connect to have enjoy our company. Haven't seen Wendy for about 2 months, she was out of town, was sick in the Hospital and has had to move two times in the last 4 months. Good news is that we re-connected last night and she wants to come over and spend a week end at my house. Dee the lady with her own Harley who works 50-60 hours a week for the Railroad finally admitted to me she just went though a bitter break up with her fiancee and is not ready for any thing more than just "friends". I will still try and hit this only because it is there. Met a new lady, Evelyn. She is 47 years old 2 years over my age requirement but is interesting conversation and would pass in a dry spell. I have been lucky to this point in my quest to enjoy life to the fullest and recently dated a absolutely drop dead gorgeous women. She is definitly out of my league, smart and every mans dream come true. The sex was the best ever and just to walk with her in public made me feel like a million bucks. This will probably not last too long because of our differences but at least I can say, "Hey I dated a beautiful model" before I live this earth. And now we come to Carolyn, I have met my match. She is a 37 yr. old surfer girl from the Bay area. Blond, blue eyed with a athletic body, has worked out all her adult life and knows about body building and nutrition. She is going though a divorce after a 20 yr. marriage and is doing the same thing I am doing, fucking everything in site, at least that's what she has let me to believe. She is smart, has operated her own business, tanning salons and is a strong and independent thinking person. She also knows how to fuck and is not shy bout trying new things most of which she has already done. She has made her first million, drives sports cars, had all the water toys available, is a total free spirit and is not judgemental, I plan to have my first threesome with her on my Birthday next month. I met her though a friend, we had two beers at a local restaurant, came to my house and fucked our brains out. Since she has stayed over several times. She very clever, knows all the head games and is playing the field same as i am. This was finally mentioned yesterday and and of course I had to leave myself exposed and told her the same thing. So now we are at a crossroads with our relationship. Although I knew what she was all about when I first met her I played dump and let her think she was gaming me just so I could get to it. Once I did it was hard not to feel something as she can make a man feel like a King. I don't want to hit it and quit it but this one may not be my choose. Needless to say my own juice is not sweet and I deserve whatever payback I get. Like they said in Sopranos "revenge is best served in cold cuts", ha ha!!!!! or is it the "what goes around comes around". One of the two.
Well, Gotta go, just got a call and the booty is awaiting!!!!
Onward to my next few episodes. It has now been another two months since my last posting and they have been adventurous, exciting and stimulating all the senses the human body has. At one time I mentioned going to a Nudist Resort, so lets start here. Out of the clear blue one day as I was taking a bike ride thought the mountains I passed the Shanga La Nudest resort in North Phoenix. I stopped and decided to go in for a tour. I liked it and last summer began spending some weekends here. Have attended a few of their parties, gone to Karaoke Night and bought in the new year here dancing in the middle of the dance floor with all my nudist new friends. Sometimes I go on a Saturday morning here by the pool, get a message, some sun and totally de-brief for the week. About two months ago as I was driving to the gate leaving the resort two beautiful women were walking toward the Office. I immediately stopped, parked my car and walked into the Office listened to there conversation and walked out as they walked out. One of the ladies thanked me as I opened the door for her. Doing so she rubbed my arm and so it begins. I got into my car and drove by them as they were walking back to their RV. I mentioned to them they defiantly needed some sun. They both laughed as they should right in front of me about 4 feet from my car window. Fucking gorgeous. One girl walked away to talk to her friend who was now waking toward us and the other ladies, Teri, bend over and whispered, "are you coming back, don't leave me here cause I am the third wheel and I don't want to be here alone". As it turned out she gave me her name telephone number and e-mail address and we have seen each other a few times. She is an accountant, has her own business lives in Cave Creek and trains and stables horses. She is knock out gorgeous, was at the Resort as a dare for the first time ever, is divorced and very successful. We have since met at a Restaurant in Cave Creek twice but have not been intimate. Let me ask you this. Where to you go or what is the next step after your first meeting you have seen her butt naked and totally exposed. It is an interesting and stimulating concept. Needles to say I have not talked or seen her in about three weeks but still text her and leave messages. This women is truly a cut above the other women I have been with. I highly recommend experimenting and exploring the total feeling of freedom and expression by going, at least one time, to a nudist Resort. It is nothing what you expect and with no sexual overtones as you have probably had heard. I go often and enjoy it. Another off my List.
Next, I'm still seeing Jenn. We have had our disagreements and will not see each other for 1-2 weeks, but usually re-connect to have enjoy our company. Haven't seen Wendy for about 2 months, she was out of town, was sick in the Hospital and has had to move two times in the last 4 months. Good news is that we re-connected last night and she wants to come over and spend a week end at my house. Dee the lady with her own Harley who works 50-60 hours a week for the Railroad finally admitted to me she just went though a bitter break up with her fiancee and is not ready for any thing more than just "friends". I will still try and hit this only because it is there. Met a new lady, Evelyn. She is 47 years old 2 years over my age requirement but is interesting conversation and would pass in a dry spell. I have been lucky to this point in my quest to enjoy life to the fullest and recently dated a absolutely drop dead gorgeous women. She is definitly out of my league, smart and every mans dream come true. The sex was the best ever and just to walk with her in public made me feel like a million bucks. This will probably not last too long because of our differences but at least I can say, "Hey I dated a beautiful model" before I live this earth. And now we come to Carolyn, I have met my match. She is a 37 yr. old surfer girl from the Bay area. Blond, blue eyed with a athletic body, has worked out all her adult life and knows about body building and nutrition. She is going though a divorce after a 20 yr. marriage and is doing the same thing I am doing, fucking everything in site, at least that's what she has let me to believe. She is smart, has operated her own business, tanning salons and is a strong and independent thinking person. She also knows how to fuck and is not shy bout trying new things most of which she has already done. She has made her first million, drives sports cars, had all the water toys available, is a total free spirit and is not judgemental, I plan to have my first threesome with her on my Birthday next month. I met her though a friend, we had two beers at a local restaurant, came to my house and fucked our brains out. Since she has stayed over several times. She very clever, knows all the head games and is playing the field same as i am. This was finally mentioned yesterday and and of course I had to leave myself exposed and told her the same thing. So now we are at a crossroads with our relationship. Although I knew what she was all about when I first met her I played dump and let her think she was gaming me just so I could get to it. Once I did it was hard not to feel something as she can make a man feel like a King. I don't want to hit it and quit it but this one may not be my choose. Needless to say my own juice is not sweet and I deserve whatever payback I get. Like they said in Sopranos "revenge is best served in cold cuts", ha ha!!!!! or is it the "what goes around comes around". One of the two.
Well, Gotta go, just got a call and the booty is awaiting!!!!
Monday, June 30, 2008
BUMBLE BEE
It's been probably 2-3 months that I have posted anything mostly cause I discovered that I know of the only one that is reading it is my best friend in Florida. It certainly isn't due to not having anything to write about. So much has happen I can't begin to describe all the craziness I have experienced. So saying that I will try and summarize.
1. Had another Poker party and had my G/F Wendy provide the strippers and I am helping her start her own stripper business. But what the fuck happens? My other G/F Jenn shows up unannounced and stays. I didn't discourage her to go, I fucked up cause I wanted to see what would happen. Well Jenn get drunk, Wendy and I try and keep everything professional so her strippers won't know that we are seeing each other. I have to lie to Wendy about why Jenn is here and then Jenn realizes Wendy are in the Bedroom and getting close. She starts acting out, sprays Wendy with whip cream, grabs her shot glass and makes some inappropriate comments. Wendy stays clam and keeps it professional and realizes Jenn is drunk and is a troubled female and she is use to dealing with this type of behavior. I grab Jenn and put her to bed. Well other things happened due to Jenn being drunk, she gets naked with the strippers but does it out in my front yard with my friend and just crazy shit. It was wild and one on those parties I use to dream about. Wendy and the girls make some good money from the 7 friends I invited and leaves to take the strippers home. Jenn spends the night and we have a good time.
2. The following weeks after this Party, Wendy and I see each other a few times but it just not the same and of course I know why. Jenn and I see each other a few times and it also is not the same. I put alot of thought into this and realize that it was all my fault since I am the one that allowed it to happen. Why!!! I don't know, maybe it was just to see two women I was fucking reaction to the situation. You know, check this shit off my list. So realizing this I forgave the shit that Jenn did and I give Wendy more time to get over it. During this time I have some down time and hit some new clubs, one in particular in Scottsdale the Mondiran Hotel a very chic, up-scale resort that doesn't have any signs or advertisements. It would remind someone of the Playboy Club. Every fucking woman is drop dead gorgeous and some even look like working girls. I have been here several times just to meet people cause when you go there you are expected to talk to anyone not just stand around and stare at people like fucking high school geeks. I decided to try this place and try to raise my standards a little.
3. About 4 weeks ago just before I went to Rocky Point with friends, I guess it was the first week of June and a girl I fucked one time at a Message Parole sometime in march during this time I was desperate, called me, Renee. She had move to Tucson and was dancing at a stripe Club. This girl is Hawaiian, about 24-26 years old and a little on the thick side but not at all fat. Big beautiful ass, pretty face and nice tits and knew how to fuck. Well she was going to be in town and wanted to come and see me. I was starting my vacation so I told her to come to my house. She arrived on a Wednesday night but brought her P R girlfriend from New York. They ended up staying six days and wow!!! what a time. No, I'm not going to lie, I didn't fuck both of them just Renee. It was strange to have two girls here. I went to work on Thursday and Friday and they got work and a Message Parole in Sun City, the same one I met Renee at. They were very professional, clean, came home after their shift, cooked , cleaned after themselves and we went out several times to some clubs. It was a fucking trip walking in with two beautiful young chick by my side. Now I'm really feeling like an "agent". They have since move back to Phoenix from Tucson full time and are working at the message parlor and Renee is also dancing the the Alaskan Bush Co. She calls me and talks and tex me just to stay in touch. I tried to hook them up with a few of my friends who want something on the side and are willing to pay for it but just haven't set it up yet. During this episode I crossed several things off my list. And on ward!!!!
4. One day as I was driving home into my street I see my ex-wife beemer in my driveway and oh shit Jenn,s car next to her. Both are on my front porch siting talking. I almost kept going. Well as I get out of my Co. truck my wife says where is the key and I tell her I don't leave it there all the time anymore. Well I let them both in and Jenn goes to the bathroom and ex start jumping my ass about taxes and other issues that really aren't that important. We settle our issues and she storms out. Jenn and I start laughing ans she says, Well I can see why you guys aren't together, she is old, has a stick up her ass and has "kanankles". Damn I laughed for an hour. We got drunk and again had a good time just at my house. She went on to tell some interesting things that night and I am not prepared to discuss them suffice it to say, I will be more careful next time!!!!!
5. My trip to Rocky Point. Went with a friend retired from the some career I had and met another retired friend at his trailer at Rocky Point. He had his girlfriends brother in law who is also retired from a Law enforcement career. He work in a very upper-class beach town in California. You would never guess this. He was also a photographer who started working in the nude poster and calender business and went into the porno business. His wife nor his job was aware of this and he worked in this business for 4-5 years. He virgule lived a double life and still does. He is a fucking party hound and knows how to pick up women. But guess what, he could not stay up this fucker. I met sisters on the beach and Linette gave me her e-mail and telephone number for the next time I'm in Rocky Point. Her parents are Realtors and they are Mex.American who now live full time in Mexico. Have tried to reach her a few times but no luck and no e-mail response so is its a bust but was good for a while. The four of us had so much fun, it just can not be put into words. Just to mention a few, got a blow job, played with tits on the dance floor, got fucked up from 10 am to 2-3 am and took some great pictures of flashing chicks and naked dancers. I plan to go again during the 4th. I crossed several things off my list on this trip.
6. My most recent adventure was going back to Shanga La, yep!!! the Nudest resort in Carefree. Went the first time back last summer. The very first time there, nervous as hell but a journalist and a photographer from Australia were there and took pictures. They said the magi zine is only distributed in Australia. Well I went back several time and about tree months later,. there I am, siting fucking naked pool side with my Harley in the background. I ended up bringing in the new year attending there New Years Party and dancing naked at midnight hugging and kissing a much of naked women. You can not imagine how much fun this was. Well last week I went back for the second time this year. As I was leaving two very hot chick were walking from a motor home to the Office to check in. Well I had to say something and they both stopped and started talking. Well this was there first time. They met a member of Shangra La at a Mex Rest/bar in Carefree and got drunk. He invited them to Shanga La and they said, "What the fuck" I got Teri's phone number as she stood there totally naked with the best fucking body I have seen there since going there. I was siting in my car getting ready to drive off. She wanted me to come back so she would not be the third wheel cause her girlfriend hooked up with John the guy that picked them up. Since, Teri and I and her girlfriend and John have hooked up again at the same Rest. and then drove to Shangra La just to sit poolside and drink beer. This time all were clothed. She was all over me and made the first move. Come to find out she has her own business as an accountant, has a small horse ranch in Carefree and has made her first Million. She is probably about 38-40 and has been riding horses since she was 4 years old. She is now a trainer. She is fucking hot, smart and likes to party. We have planned several dates. Where to you go from meeting naked to.......!!!!! Fuck yes, It, going to happen. The Nudest Resort episode, I crossed many things off my list here. I am a regular and have made several friends. Have sang Karaoke nude, went their costumes parties and just got excellent massages here for $30.00.
7. Jenn may be history, just can't take her total craziness and somewhat bazaar behavior. Just to psycho for me. How can a women be so fucking hot, and smart with a killer body be so fucked up in the head. And let me tell you this woman has the all time body with the face of a movie star.
Well this brings my Balls to the Wall episodes up to date, somewhat!!! A few things have happened that I am just not ready to write about. Maybe soon, the nudist resort thing was hard enough, but what the fuck, am I getting weak or what!!!!!! All I can tell you is that I have come to a conclusion, right now in my life I have metamorphosed into a big bumble bee, my mission is to pollinate all the beautiful flowers I come in contact with. And that is exactly what I am doing. Until the next time. I plan to e-mail the link to my blog to some more of my friends to maybe get it out there more. Enjoy........
1. Had another Poker party and had my G/F Wendy provide the strippers and I am helping her start her own stripper business. But what the fuck happens? My other G/F Jenn shows up unannounced and stays. I didn't discourage her to go, I fucked up cause I wanted to see what would happen. Well Jenn get drunk, Wendy and I try and keep everything professional so her strippers won't know that we are seeing each other. I have to lie to Wendy about why Jenn is here and then Jenn realizes Wendy are in the Bedroom and getting close. She starts acting out, sprays Wendy with whip cream, grabs her shot glass and makes some inappropriate comments. Wendy stays clam and keeps it professional and realizes Jenn is drunk and is a troubled female and she is use to dealing with this type of behavior. I grab Jenn and put her to bed. Well other things happened due to Jenn being drunk, she gets naked with the strippers but does it out in my front yard with my friend and just crazy shit. It was wild and one on those parties I use to dream about. Wendy and the girls make some good money from the 7 friends I invited and leaves to take the strippers home. Jenn spends the night and we have a good time.
2. The following weeks after this Party, Wendy and I see each other a few times but it just not the same and of course I know why. Jenn and I see each other a few times and it also is not the same. I put alot of thought into this and realize that it was all my fault since I am the one that allowed it to happen. Why!!! I don't know, maybe it was just to see two women I was fucking reaction to the situation. You know, check this shit off my list. So realizing this I forgave the shit that Jenn did and I give Wendy more time to get over it. During this time I have some down time and hit some new clubs, one in particular in Scottsdale the Mondiran Hotel a very chic, up-scale resort that doesn't have any signs or advertisements. It would remind someone of the Playboy Club. Every fucking woman is drop dead gorgeous and some even look like working girls. I have been here several times just to meet people cause when you go there you are expected to talk to anyone not just stand around and stare at people like fucking high school geeks. I decided to try this place and try to raise my standards a little.
3. About 4 weeks ago just before I went to Rocky Point with friends, I guess it was the first week of June and a girl I fucked one time at a Message Parole sometime in march during this time I was desperate, called me, Renee. She had move to Tucson and was dancing at a stripe Club. This girl is Hawaiian, about 24-26 years old and a little on the thick side but not at all fat. Big beautiful ass, pretty face and nice tits and knew how to fuck. Well she was going to be in town and wanted to come and see me. I was starting my vacation so I told her to come to my house. She arrived on a Wednesday night but brought her P R girlfriend from New York. They ended up staying six days and wow!!! what a time. No, I'm not going to lie, I didn't fuck both of them just Renee. It was strange to have two girls here. I went to work on Thursday and Friday and they got work and a Message Parole in Sun City, the same one I met Renee at. They were very professional, clean, came home after their shift, cooked , cleaned after themselves and we went out several times to some clubs. It was a fucking trip walking in with two beautiful young chick by my side. Now I'm really feeling like an "agent". They have since move back to Phoenix from Tucson full time and are working at the message parlor and Renee is also dancing the the Alaskan Bush Co. She calls me and talks and tex me just to stay in touch. I tried to hook them up with a few of my friends who want something on the side and are willing to pay for it but just haven't set it up yet. During this episode I crossed several things off my list. And on ward!!!!
4. One day as I was driving home into my street I see my ex-wife beemer in my driveway and oh shit Jenn,s car next to her. Both are on my front porch siting talking. I almost kept going. Well as I get out of my Co. truck my wife says where is the key and I tell her I don't leave it there all the time anymore. Well I let them both in and Jenn goes to the bathroom and ex start jumping my ass about taxes and other issues that really aren't that important. We settle our issues and she storms out. Jenn and I start laughing ans she says, Well I can see why you guys aren't together, she is old, has a stick up her ass and has "kanankles". Damn I laughed for an hour. We got drunk and again had a good time just at my house. She went on to tell some interesting things that night and I am not prepared to discuss them suffice it to say, I will be more careful next time!!!!!
5. My trip to Rocky Point. Went with a friend retired from the some career I had and met another retired friend at his trailer at Rocky Point. He had his girlfriends brother in law who is also retired from a Law enforcement career. He work in a very upper-class beach town in California. You would never guess this. He was also a photographer who started working in the nude poster and calender business and went into the porno business. His wife nor his job was aware of this and he worked in this business for 4-5 years. He virgule lived a double life and still does. He is a fucking party hound and knows how to pick up women. But guess what, he could not stay up this fucker. I met sisters on the beach and Linette gave me her e-mail and telephone number for the next time I'm in Rocky Point. Her parents are Realtors and they are Mex.American who now live full time in Mexico. Have tried to reach her a few times but no luck and no e-mail response so is its a bust but was good for a while. The four of us had so much fun, it just can not be put into words. Just to mention a few, got a blow job, played with tits on the dance floor, got fucked up from 10 am to 2-3 am and took some great pictures of flashing chicks and naked dancers. I plan to go again during the 4th. I crossed several things off my list on this trip.
6. My most recent adventure was going back to Shanga La, yep!!! the Nudest resort in Carefree. Went the first time back last summer. The very first time there, nervous as hell but a journalist and a photographer from Australia were there and took pictures. They said the magi zine is only distributed in Australia. Well I went back several time and about tree months later,. there I am, siting fucking naked pool side with my Harley in the background. I ended up bringing in the new year attending there New Years Party and dancing naked at midnight hugging and kissing a much of naked women. You can not imagine how much fun this was. Well last week I went back for the second time this year. As I was leaving two very hot chick were walking from a motor home to the Office to check in. Well I had to say something and they both stopped and started talking. Well this was there first time. They met a member of Shangra La at a Mex Rest/bar in Carefree and got drunk. He invited them to Shanga La and they said, "What the fuck" I got Teri's phone number as she stood there totally naked with the best fucking body I have seen there since going there. I was siting in my car getting ready to drive off. She wanted me to come back so she would not be the third wheel cause her girlfriend hooked up with John the guy that picked them up. Since, Teri and I and her girlfriend and John have hooked up again at the same Rest. and then drove to Shangra La just to sit poolside and drink beer. This time all were clothed. She was all over me and made the first move. Come to find out she has her own business as an accountant, has a small horse ranch in Carefree and has made her first Million. She is probably about 38-40 and has been riding horses since she was 4 years old. She is now a trainer. She is fucking hot, smart and likes to party. We have planned several dates. Where to you go from meeting naked to.......!!!!! Fuck yes, It, going to happen. The Nudest Resort episode, I crossed many things off my list here. I am a regular and have made several friends. Have sang Karaoke nude, went their costumes parties and just got excellent massages here for $30.00.
7. Jenn may be history, just can't take her total craziness and somewhat bazaar behavior. Just to psycho for me. How can a women be so fucking hot, and smart with a killer body be so fucked up in the head. And let me tell you this woman has the all time body with the face of a movie star.
Well this brings my Balls to the Wall episodes up to date, somewhat!!! A few things have happened that I am just not ready to write about. Maybe soon, the nudist resort thing was hard enough, but what the fuck, am I getting weak or what!!!!!! All I can tell you is that I have come to a conclusion, right now in my life I have metamorphosed into a big bumble bee, my mission is to pollinate all the beautiful flowers I come in contact with. And that is exactly what I am doing. Until the next time. I plan to e-mail the link to my blog to some more of my friends to maybe get it out there more. Enjoy........
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Let's Get Busy Dying or Lets' Get Busy Living
Your life is as fulling as you allow it to be, in other words, you and no one else controls your own enjoyment of life, your own excitement and your own happiness. So if you are sitting there reading this blog don't ever feel sorry for your self and wish you were in my shoes, cause brother, it's all in your hands. This, my friends, I have discovered myself. If you have been reading my adventures, it has now been several weeks since my "Lost week end" and I am still recovering from that unbelievable five days. I have had some slow days where I have not been with anyone and just stayed home to recover and digest all that has happen to me and I have had some nights I have gone out in the middle of the week, get only two hours of sleep, fuck my brains out and am a zombie at work the next day. Something new occurred two Mondays ago, Susan the 43 year old finally succumb to my charm and came over my house on a Monday night. She is as hot as her pictures and is probably the smartest of the three. She absolutely loves music, is a talented sketch artist and has an IQ of about 145. Yet she continues to have relationship problems with men and can't find employment. Here is a quote from one of her last e-mails to me,
" I do think about you J....., and wonder. But I know me, I know if someone tries to get close to me, I bolt, I run, I panic. If I've told you anything about my time on this planet, then you might be able to draw your own conclusion as to why, but I'm a very lone person. I have very few friends, none that come over and sit down and just chill. I don't go hang out at their houses. I'll help anyone out in a heart beat, or go meet at a restaurant, bar sometimes.
I believe I was meant to be alone. I am comfortable like this. The last guy I dated would say things like he wasn't happy unless we were together. That's a lot of pressure, for one thing being together all the time just to ensure someone else is happy, no thank you. Second, I don't want to be responsible for his happiness, and I don't want to have my happiness depend on him. I don't want to depend on anyone, cuz people are flakes, and you can't trust em. Look at me, I a perfect example".
As you can see she definitely has some insight and is a deep thinker. But she is so fucking hot I just can't believe no one is hitting that right now. We were together and she talked all night and shared many things with me and I could tell she has been missing male company. We had dinner and sat out in my back yard listening to music and talking. I did not make a move, I felt it would cheapen the moment. This women is fucking hot, 36 Cs, size 6 and beautiful green eyes and on top of it all she is smart and deep. We made plans to go out that weekend and she said she would come over and spend the day and evening with me. I was on top of the world that week and I knew I was going to have one hell of a day and night. That Thursday wild- ass Jenn came over, We drank, listened to music and danced went to the store to buy her daughter a pinata and she left about 1-2 am. Something was troubling her and we did not have sex. I am beginning to see beneath that great crazy mind and body and Jenn is a troubled soul right out, but she is so hot and loves to have fun, ahhhh who gives a fuck!!!!, this 30 yr. women is drop dead gorgeous and is still wants to party with this old fuck!!!!! Again I got very little sleep but made it to work the next day. The weekend was a bust with both Susan and Jenn, Susan got sick and had to go to the dr. anyway that's what she told me, she might have just got scared about getting too close and sharing too much about herself and Jenn had to work both Friday and Saturday. She finally got a job as a sever in a restaurant near her house. I stayed home on that Friday to get some sleep and on Saturday I rode my Harley all day and ended up at the Steelhorse Bar. I met Dee, a early 30's blond from Philly, lives in Anthem, works for the Santa Fe Railroad and rides her own Harley. We made plans to take a ride next weekend. She is reserved, has a great body and tits and is hard to figure due to being so quite. That Saturday I came home alone and was bummed out, but later realized that my slow day was way much better than many old farts best day. I met Dee, was with two beautiful women during the week, got hit on at a club I stopped by after I left the Steelhorse but didn't follow thru with it and that Sun. I rested and did my taxes. So you can't hit a home run every fucking weekend just a few singles and doubles during the week. As what has happened to me before, just when I think things are dead and my run is over, I went over to Wendy's apt last Thursday and she treated me as she had not seen me for a year. She explained that just because she has not called me did not mean she did not want to see me or be with me????? Yeh, I know sounds rather suspicious to me to but when I'm with her she treats me like I am the only one, like a king, kinda like a ....... You know, I just don't wanna go there cause all that kinda of thinking just fucks things up and I become too analytical, too cautious and who gives a fuck anyway. She has not asked me for anything, tells me she is falling in love with me and wants me to meet her mother and sister. Things have picked up with Wendy but I will share that in my next episodes. Never-the-less she has risen to the top of the list right now and I am taking my adventures to the next level. Remember, don't sabotage yourself, don't establish your own barriers and complain about how boring your life is. Don't become complacent in your own life. You establish and control you own standards and there is no rules on going for it all!!!!! Don't think about being with someone you know you have to be with, go for that person you can't be without!!!!!!! . And so it continues, next I will share with you my trip to San Deigo, my possible venture in a partime business, my next Mans Rule Poker Party and my wild and crazy time I had at a Nudist resort. Hard to believe but all of it is true, BALLS TO THE WALL BABY!!!!!!
" I do think about you J....., and wonder. But I know me, I know if someone tries to get close to me, I bolt, I run, I panic. If I've told you anything about my time on this planet, then you might be able to draw your own conclusion as to why, but I'm a very lone person. I have very few friends, none that come over and sit down and just chill. I don't go hang out at their houses. I'll help anyone out in a heart beat, or go meet at a restaurant, bar sometimes.
I believe I was meant to be alone. I am comfortable like this. The last guy I dated would say things like he wasn't happy unless we were together. That's a lot of pressure, for one thing being together all the time just to ensure someone else is happy, no thank you. Second, I don't want to be responsible for his happiness, and I don't want to have my happiness depend on him. I don't want to depend on anyone, cuz people are flakes, and you can't trust em. Look at me, I a perfect example".
As you can see she definitely has some insight and is a deep thinker. But she is so fucking hot I just can't believe no one is hitting that right now. We were together and she talked all night and shared many things with me and I could tell she has been missing male company. We had dinner and sat out in my back yard listening to music and talking. I did not make a move, I felt it would cheapen the moment. This women is fucking hot, 36 Cs, size 6 and beautiful green eyes and on top of it all she is smart and deep. We made plans to go out that weekend and she said she would come over and spend the day and evening with me. I was on top of the world that week and I knew I was going to have one hell of a day and night. That Thursday wild- ass Jenn came over, We drank, listened to music and danced went to the store to buy her daughter a pinata and she left about 1-2 am. Something was troubling her and we did not have sex. I am beginning to see beneath that great crazy mind and body and Jenn is a troubled soul right out, but she is so hot and loves to have fun, ahhhh who gives a fuck!!!!, this 30 yr. women is drop dead gorgeous and is still wants to party with this old fuck!!!!! Again I got very little sleep but made it to work the next day. The weekend was a bust with both Susan and Jenn, Susan got sick and had to go to the dr. anyway that's what she told me, she might have just got scared about getting too close and sharing too much about herself and Jenn had to work both Friday and Saturday. She finally got a job as a sever in a restaurant near her house. I stayed home on that Friday to get some sleep and on Saturday I rode my Harley all day and ended up at the Steelhorse Bar. I met Dee, a early 30's blond from Philly, lives in Anthem, works for the Santa Fe Railroad and rides her own Harley. We made plans to take a ride next weekend. She is reserved, has a great body and tits and is hard to figure due to being so quite. That Saturday I came home alone and was bummed out, but later realized that my slow day was way much better than many old farts best day. I met Dee, was with two beautiful women during the week, got hit on at a club I stopped by after I left the Steelhorse but didn't follow thru with it and that Sun. I rested and did my taxes. So you can't hit a home run every fucking weekend just a few singles and doubles during the week. As what has happened to me before, just when I think things are dead and my run is over, I went over to Wendy's apt last Thursday and she treated me as she had not seen me for a year. She explained that just because she has not called me did not mean she did not want to see me or be with me????? Yeh, I know sounds rather suspicious to me to but when I'm with her she treats me like I am the only one, like a king, kinda like a ....... You know, I just don't wanna go there cause all that kinda of thinking just fucks things up and I become too analytical, too cautious and who gives a fuck anyway. She has not asked me for anything, tells me she is falling in love with me and wants me to meet her mother and sister. Things have picked up with Wendy but I will share that in my next episodes. Never-the-less she has risen to the top of the list right now and I am taking my adventures to the next level. Remember, don't sabotage yourself, don't establish your own barriers and complain about how boring your life is. Don't become complacent in your own life. You establish and control you own standards and there is no rules on going for it all!!!!! Don't think about being with someone you know you have to be with, go for that person you can't be without!!!!!!! . And so it continues, next I will share with you my trip to San Deigo, my possible venture in a partime business, my next Mans Rule Poker Party and my wild and crazy time I had at a Nudist resort. Hard to believe but all of it is true, BALLS TO THE WALL BABY!!!!!!
Sunday, April 6, 2008
TWOS COMPANY, THREE WILL KILL YOU???
It's been three weeks since my last episode but the seven days after my last posting, I have lived more those last seven days than ever in my life. I have enough events and details to write 3-4 chapters in my next book, "How to live Balls to the Wall or Die Trying". As I have told you I am seriously seeing three very hot babes and the oldest being 43 and the youngest being 30. My week started on Wednesday when withing 30 minutes I got two phone calls and one e-mail from all three wanting to come to my house or me coming to their house. I had to lie to the 43 yr old which is the one I have not been with, the 39 year old had to re-do her schedule and couldn't have me come over because of some gigs she was called about, so I dodged a bullit and it worked out as I wanted it to, I spend Wednesday, Thursday and Friday with the 30 year old. We did everything, from driving 50 mile an hour Go-Karts (I injured my ribs so bad I couldn't work Thurs or Friday), going to the Casino, trying on new outfits at several stores and not buying them, almost getting kicked out a Costco store for opening food packages and wine bottles and having a picnic in the store on their table and chair set up, and just have some inmature fun and just being young again, being half lit didn't help any. Now that I reflect on this lost weekend I realize that this women cares about me more than she can admit to me and it has now been two weeks that this lost weekend occurred but since then we have been together once and she admitted to me how she feels. I'm fucked!!!. and I have a hard time saying no to her. To continue this lost weekend experiences, on Friday night Jenn gets sick and decides to go home at about 10 PM after being with me since Wednesday. She goes home and I check my messages and discover that Wendy called and has no gigs that night and for me to come over. Here I go, at 11 pm I'm driving across town to her place and I spent the night with her. My back and side is killing me and she gives me a rub down, no "parking big Wally" this time just a lot of everything else. The next day we spend out in the pool and make friends with some of her neighbors. She is totally impressed with my out-going attitude and how easy I made friends . At least that 's what she tells me. It is now Saturday and I spend the day with her until she has to get ready for some gigs scheduled for her. I leave her place about 6 pm and head home. Jenn and I had scheduled to go a Arizona Bike Week concert and I was to pick her up earlier in the day. I call her and she tells me she is really sick and can't go. Remember, while racing Go-Karts she also has several wrecks and bangs her head getting a gigantic bump on her head. Besides my back hunts so much it's probably not a good idea not to ride in this condition, so the Bike Week concert is a bust. About 10 pm Jenn calls me and wants me to come over. I get some take out and head on out to her place. She tells me that her husband called and wants to come over and pick up some documents and for me to go do something and she will call me when he leaves. I go out get some gas and just wait for her call, she doesn't call. An hour goes by, 30 more minutes and I go by her house, her husbands car is not there, I knock on the door, no answer. Knock! knock , still not answer. I leave, pissed off like a mother fucker, so stupid. Who am I to get between a wife and her husband, anyway I calm down and realize I have been with a smokin hot 30 year old and just realize the moments I have spend with her I will never forget. Later I realize that her spending three straight days with me tells me a lot. Anyway the next day, now Sunday, Jenn calls me and tells me that she got so sick that her husband took her to the Emergency and she was given a shot for her upset stomach and headaches, crazy uh!!! Now it all makes sense. I run out to Jenn's house again to pick up my overnight bag and check on her and she leaves it outside the door with a note thanking me and tells me that the medication she was given just knocks her out so she went to bed to rest and sleep before her kids come home. I get my stuff and head out to Wendy's place, she had call me on my way to Jenns and wants me to come over just to spend some more time together. On my way to Wendys I see a nice clean looking car for sale on the side of the road, been looking for a car for my 22 year old daughter. Stop, check it out, call the owner, get more info and head out to Wendys. On my way I call my daughter , tell her about the car, have her go see it and to call me if she likes it. A 1994 5 series V8 BMW for $5000. I tell Wendy about the car and she says if my daughter doesn't want it she would buy it. Wendy and I spend a nice afternoon together, have some dinner and share more intimate things that bring us closer together. Two weekends have gone by since this crazy lost weekend and many other things have happen since then but I will get into them later. The fact of the matter is that for an old fuck, I survived this crazy, exciting, balls to wall weekend and I crossed a few things off my list. To this point, I have been very intimate with two of these hot ladies and the third continues to excite me and I continue to go after her, but nothing yet. I'm beginning to realize that maybe this montage of events, moments totally different, reaching one extreme to the other from the bliss and sublime to the???????, what the fuck am I thinking!!!!!, I have had maybe one or two bumps in this journey thus far and all the ecstasy, fun, sex excitement and awareness of life that you can't believe. So on ward we go, Remember " What we do today will live in infinity", Let the Living Continue.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
IT'S MY DUTY TO PLEASE THE BOOTY
The Easter weekend was somewhat melancholy for me and as you could see it reflected in my last episode. After spending three weekends with Jenn (the 30 yr. old) every Thursday and Friday and sometimes on Saturday I had a low point in that she nor the others did not return my calls. I reflected on this and probably
over analyzed my recent behavior and position and asked myself, did I shoot my load already and do I have to start all over again and go trolling for different chicks; am I showing my age by doing old fart things that would make these chicks go somewhere else; and am I ready to write the next chapter in my book"How to Kick My Own Ass". Instead of cherishing the fact that an old guy like me had three young hot women on a string and appreciate all the other positive things I have going for me, no,like a dum-ass I started feeling sorry for myself. I guess it happens to even the most positive guys like me from time to time. Well things got a little better when late Easter Sunday two old buddies called and came over and we drank some beers and of course I shared some of the crazy shit that has happen to me lately and both of them listen and asked me questions like two little boys talking to a experienced older brother about girls. We laughed and laughed and had a great time. Into the following work week, Jenn still had not called me and many stupid things went through my mind. Did she get back with her husband? Did she realize she was getting to me and maybe sense that in my behavior? Did she realizing she was getting more serious than she really wanted to. I had sensed this due to some things she told me prior to my trip to Denver. Did she find a younger guy to have fun with? Then on Monday I get a call from Wendy the stripper. I accepted the fact that Jenn and I may not be a hot item anymore and I focused on Wendy who is 39 years old looks like she is 29 yrs old and is very, very hot. We make a date for Wednesday afternoon and I planed to take a change of clothes to work that day to shower and change at work so I wouldn't have to come home do this which would take me about two extra hours since my residence is the opposite directions from hers. Things worked out and she tells me just to go to her place and shower and change there. Cool!!! I get there and she attacks me in the parking lot of her apartment complex and almost fucks me in the company truck. We had not seen each other in six weeks since my Poker Party when we first met. We stay at here place, drink a few glasses of wine, make out and fuck for about two hours and let me tell you, I can't remember the last time I was fucked like that, OOOOOOOWEEEEEEE!!!! Afterwards she asks me if I would be interested in being her driver on weekends. She explains that this would entail me picking her up once she gets her schedule of gigs for the night. I would pickup the other girls, take them out to their scheduled gigs, go in the residences with them, take in their make-up bags, collect the money from the clients and make sure no on gets out of line. I would do this for the entire night and drive the girls to their scheduled gigs. I would get a cut and the amount would depend on the gigs and tips. I was ecstatic and said, "Hell yes". I leave her place at 10 pm and get home just before 11 and the next day, Thursday, I was dragging ass but made it and after work went home straight to bed. Friday comes alone and I am ready for my first day on my new part-time gig and I'm ready to cross this adventure off my list. At about 2 pm, Susan e-mails me and wants to get together that afternoon. Susan is the 43 year old that is also very hot, looks like she is 33 years old and I have been trying to hook up with for a month. Several previous dates have been set-up but she has cancelled on every one of them. I set up a meeting with her at my house for 4 pm. I can be with her and later about 8-9 pm go to Wendy's. "Looking Good Billy Ray, Feeling Good Louis". Well, Susan does not show again but this beautiful ass is getting closer, ( I have pictures). Wendy calls me and tells me she has no gigs for the night but wants me to come over. I want to take her out on a real date and treat her right since she did not expect or ask for anything special yet fucked my brains out on Wednesday. As I am driving to Wendy's house just before I get there, Jenn calls me. She explains to me apologetically all the things that have been happening to her, kids sick, future ex problems, she got sick, etc; and wants to see me tonight. What the Fuck!!!!! Now I have to lie to her about where I going and what I'm doing tonight and she tells me to call her first thing Saturday morning and we set something up for Saturday night, the same night I'm suppose to be Wendy's driver, What the Fuck Again. Well, Wendy and I go have dinner, a great Sushi place near by and we go back to her place, stay up till 2 am and again make-out and fuck for 2-3 hours, this women is a fucking nymph and is so tight I have use lube just to get started. She tells me if it's OK if she falls in Love with me, what am I suppose to say, right!!! I stay over. We wake up in her bed at about 11 am the next day, get ready and go out and get some lunch and I leave about 3 pm. All this has happened and it only Saturday afternoon. On my way home I call Jenn and she tells me she woke up sick again now with a ear infection and she would not be good company. We set something up for Sunday afternoon. Now I'm set to be Wendy's driver but Wendy does not call me to be her driver and I sense that she is now hesitate to have me witness her dancing and stripping for the clients. After I stop by Spencer's TV and Appliance and buy a $600.00 dryer I get home and finally get a chance to check my e-mails and I find an e-mail from Susan from Late Friday night explaining why she had to cancel. So!!!!! Saturday night I'm home but now have a Bar B-Q to go to on Sunday at 12 noon, Jenn wants me to come over, Susan want to come to my house and I have to call Wendy and find out what happen with the driver plan. I decide to go out to a Club for a while met Melonie we danced, then I go out to Karaoke. So my friends, how in the fuck can things turn around in a matter of a few hours and I get my brains fucked out twice in one week, a strippers tells me she's falling in love with me and still there is the possibilities of a whole lot more butt fucking and hog sucking to follow, and there is till Sunday to look forward to!!!! And the moral to this story is my friends, don't second guess your confidence, people have there own life's to live and have many things happening to them above and beyond your interest and your attention and as long as you keep the charm flowing and you have treated them with the up-most respect, love and consideration you will get your booty, and remember, YOUR DUTY IS TO PLEASE THE BOOTY.
over analyzed my recent behavior and position and asked myself, did I shoot my load already and do I have to start all over again and go trolling for different chicks; am I showing my age by doing old fart things that would make these chicks go somewhere else; and am I ready to write the next chapter in my book"How to Kick My Own Ass". Instead of cherishing the fact that an old guy like me had three young hot women on a string and appreciate all the other positive things I have going for me, no,like a dum-ass I started feeling sorry for myself. I guess it happens to even the most positive guys like me from time to time. Well things got a little better when late Easter Sunday two old buddies called and came over and we drank some beers and of course I shared some of the crazy shit that has happen to me lately and both of them listen and asked me questions like two little boys talking to a experienced older brother about girls. We laughed and laughed and had a great time. Into the following work week, Jenn still had not called me and many stupid things went through my mind. Did she get back with her husband? Did she realize she was getting to me and maybe sense that in my behavior? Did she realizing she was getting more serious than she really wanted to. I had sensed this due to some things she told me prior to my trip to Denver. Did she find a younger guy to have fun with? Then on Monday I get a call from Wendy the stripper. I accepted the fact that Jenn and I may not be a hot item anymore and I focused on Wendy who is 39 years old looks like she is 29 yrs old and is very, very hot. We make a date for Wednesday afternoon and I planed to take a change of clothes to work that day to shower and change at work so I wouldn't have to come home do this which would take me about two extra hours since my residence is the opposite directions from hers. Things worked out and she tells me just to go to her place and shower and change there. Cool!!! I get there and she attacks me in the parking lot of her apartment complex and almost fucks me in the company truck. We had not seen each other in six weeks since my Poker Party when we first met. We stay at here place, drink a few glasses of wine, make out and fuck for about two hours and let me tell you, I can't remember the last time I was fucked like that, OOOOOOOWEEEEEEE!!!! Afterwards she asks me if I would be interested in being her driver on weekends. She explains that this would entail me picking her up once she gets her schedule of gigs for the night. I would pickup the other girls, take them out to their scheduled gigs, go in the residences with them, take in their make-up bags, collect the money from the clients and make sure no on gets out of line. I would do this for the entire night and drive the girls to their scheduled gigs. I would get a cut and the amount would depend on the gigs and tips. I was ecstatic and said, "Hell yes". I leave her place at 10 pm and get home just before 11 and the next day, Thursday, I was dragging ass but made it and after work went home straight to bed. Friday comes alone and I am ready for my first day on my new part-time gig and I'm ready to cross this adventure off my list. At about 2 pm, Susan e-mails me and wants to get together that afternoon. Susan is the 43 year old that is also very hot, looks like she is 33 years old and I have been trying to hook up with for a month. Several previous dates have been set-up but she has cancelled on every one of them. I set up a meeting with her at my house for 4 pm. I can be with her and later about 8-9 pm go to Wendy's. "Looking Good Billy Ray, Feeling Good Louis". Well, Susan does not show again but this beautiful ass is getting closer, ( I have pictures). Wendy calls me and tells me she has no gigs for the night but wants me to come over. I want to take her out on a real date and treat her right since she did not expect or ask for anything special yet fucked my brains out on Wednesday. As I am driving to Wendy's house just before I get there, Jenn calls me. She explains to me apologetically all the things that have been happening to her, kids sick, future ex problems, she got sick, etc; and wants to see me tonight. What the Fuck!!!!! Now I have to lie to her about where I going and what I'm doing tonight and she tells me to call her first thing Saturday morning and we set something up for Saturday night, the same night I'm suppose to be Wendy's driver, What the Fuck Again. Well, Wendy and I go have dinner, a great Sushi place near by and we go back to her place, stay up till 2 am and again make-out and fuck for 2-3 hours, this women is a fucking nymph and is so tight I have use lube just to get started. She tells me if it's OK if she falls in Love with me, what am I suppose to say, right!!! I stay over. We wake up in her bed at about 11 am the next day, get ready and go out and get some lunch and I leave about 3 pm. All this has happened and it only Saturday afternoon. On my way home I call Jenn and she tells me she woke up sick again now with a ear infection and she would not be good company. We set something up for Sunday afternoon. Now I'm set to be Wendy's driver but Wendy does not call me to be her driver and I sense that she is now hesitate to have me witness her dancing and stripping for the clients. After I stop by Spencer's TV and Appliance and buy a $600.00 dryer I get home and finally get a chance to check my e-mails and I find an e-mail from Susan from Late Friday night explaining why she had to cancel. So!!!!! Saturday night I'm home but now have a Bar B-Q to go to on Sunday at 12 noon, Jenn wants me to come over, Susan want to come to my house and I have to call Wendy and find out what happen with the driver plan. I decide to go out to a Club for a while met Melonie we danced, then I go out to Karaoke. So my friends, how in the fuck can things turn around in a matter of a few hours and I get my brains fucked out twice in one week, a strippers tells me she's falling in love with me and still there is the possibilities of a whole lot more butt fucking and hog sucking to follow, and there is till Sunday to look forward to!!!! And the moral to this story is my friends, don't second guess your confidence, people have there own life's to live and have many things happening to them above and beyond your interest and your attention and as long as you keep the charm flowing and you have treated them with the up-most respect, love and consideration you will get your booty, and remember, YOUR DUTY IS TO PLEASE THE BOOTY.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
LOVE HAS NO BOUNDRIES
"What is this thing they call love". This is a quote from one of my favorite movies, How I Married a Axe Murderer. Mike Myers is in a San Francisco coffee club preforming a recital of his own poem and he begins with this line. How long has this subject been spoken and written about? How far in history has mankind invested time and energy on this subject? How many words have been put to ink about this intangible yet so powerful "thing" and in how many different mediums? Since we are social beings, you tell me. When you look across the ocean and think about the volume of water before you, it doesn't even come close to containing the power that LOVE has or when you look up in the night sky and see the vast darkness and openness before you, nope it couldn't hold it either. For love has no boundaries, it's power reaches all corners of infinity and there will never be too many words or energy exhausted on it.
In my 29 years in my previous career dealing with human behavior one of the many revelations of life I came upon this that there are THREE emotions all seeing and all powerful. FEAR; if you are in constant fear you are already dead and just prolonging the pain and suffering. You might as well eat the bullet now and get it over with. Loneliness; The joy, happiness and absolute euphoria that love provides, loneliness does the apposite. It will turn men into women, and women into men, (sorry about the gay thing I still think it is an unnatural act). It will move mountains, bring down empires, make war and destroy all that is good on this earth and beyond. I have witnessed the power of this emotions in dealing with homosexual crimes, crimes of passion, pedophiles, addictive personalities, sexual abuse and other deviate behavior. It is not the reflection of the dark side I want to remember for it will debase all that is pure and virtuous. And LOVE; Do I have to say anything about this emotion that hasn't already been said or written about? Probably not, for those of you that are reading this you can close your eyes for a second and a million thoughts good and bad will race through your mind about this emotion. I can tell you this my friends, If you have it never take it for-granted, never assume it, never think you can do without it, never abuse it, never think it is automatic, never cheat it or try and trick it. Enjoy and appreciate every moment and ounce of it, express it openly for it is our being, our existence, it is the blood that gives us life and the heart that beats within us body and soul.
I will end this episode with this famous quote on this matter,
"Neither a lofty degree of intelligence nor imagination nor both together go to the making of genius. Love, love, love, that is the soul of genius."
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
In my 29 years in my previous career dealing with human behavior one of the many revelations of life I came upon this that there are THREE emotions all seeing and all powerful. FEAR; if you are in constant fear you are already dead and just prolonging the pain and suffering. You might as well eat the bullet now and get it over with. Loneliness; The joy, happiness and absolute euphoria that love provides, loneliness does the apposite. It will turn men into women, and women into men, (sorry about the gay thing I still think it is an unnatural act). It will move mountains, bring down empires, make war and destroy all that is good on this earth and beyond. I have witnessed the power of this emotions in dealing with homosexual crimes, crimes of passion, pedophiles, addictive personalities, sexual abuse and other deviate behavior. It is not the reflection of the dark side I want to remember for it will debase all that is pure and virtuous. And LOVE; Do I have to say anything about this emotion that hasn't already been said or written about? Probably not, for those of you that are reading this you can close your eyes for a second and a million thoughts good and bad will race through your mind about this emotion. I can tell you this my friends, If you have it never take it for-granted, never assume it, never think you can do without it, never abuse it, never think it is automatic, never cheat it or try and trick it. Enjoy and appreciate every moment and ounce of it, express it openly for it is our being, our existence, it is the blood that gives us life and the heart that beats within us body and soul.
I will end this episode with this famous quote on this matter,
"Neither a lofty degree of intelligence nor imagination nor both together go to the making of genius. Love, love, love, that is the soul of genius."
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
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